I thought I’d post an email I got from one of my sissy subs to encourage you reluctant cocksuckers to put on your big girl panties and get down on your knees.
I wanted to talk to you but you weren’t available. But I couldn’t wait to tell you that I sucked cock for you today, Mistress, and now I’m a real sissy. I have a confession to make. It took me a while to get my nerve up. I went to the bookstore yesterday but I chickened out. That’s why I sent you that big tribute. I was ashamed of myself and wanted to make up for letting you down, even though you didn’t know I did. But I didn’t give up, Mistress. I put on my red panties with the black lace and went back down there today and made you proud.
I saw a guy reading the magazines. I could tell he was getting turned on so when he went to the back where the bathroom is I followed him. My heart was beating so hard but all I thought about was serving you Mistress. Just before he went into the bathroom, I reached out and grabbed his cock. He yelled at me and asked me what the fuck I was doing. And I told him. I said I want to suck his cock. He was a big guy. He looked like the truck driving type. I thought he was going to punch me or something. But he opened the door and told me to come in.
As soon as he slid his fat cock meat in my mouth, the sissy in me came out. I sucked his cock like you were watching me. I could hear your voice in my head telling me to be a good little cock whore. He had huge fucking balls and I gobbled those down too while I worked his cock with my hands. I felt him get hard as brick and put my lips on his cockhead just in time to catch his load. It was so much cum! When he finished with me he said ‘damn you faggots can some suck some cock’. It felt so good when he said that. After he left I could taste cum and smell his balls on my face and I had to cum twice before I could leave.
You were so right, Mistress. I’ve been fantasizing about this for so long but only you could bring it out of me. I’m glad you own me. I’m so cock hungry now. I just posted an ad on CL. I might have some more cock in my mouth and my ass by the time I talk to you again! Can’t wait to talk to you and tell you more. My cock is so hard right now I can’t take it.
There is nothing that pleases this sadistic Mistress more than seeing you bowed before me, totally emasculated and begging for mercy, while I strip away the last remnants of your dignity with my vile, soul crushing words.
You are such a useless sissy bitch boy, only worthy of being transformed into the cock craving faggot. You are such a loser, I don’t even deem you worthy of licking the cream pie out of my cunt. If you want to taste my pussy, you’re going to have to clean it off the cock that fucks me! That’s the closest to my cunt you’re ever going to get!
No, no more pussy for you, ever. Instead you are going to be a total fuck pig faggot, and my extreme hardcore humiliation will train you to beg for dick like the greedy little cum whore that I know you should be!
I’m not called the Queen of Mean for nothing, you know. There are several reasons, actually. Men love to be pushed to their limits, just to see how much they can endure. And I am just the woman to do it! I love to administer pain. I love to hear you begging and pleading. The more I hear a man cry out, the more I want to keep right on giving it.
I am always looking for some new sissy bitches and slaves to add to my harem. Men really do love to be controlled and owned. Especially those puppets that are looking for someone to give some meaning to their pathetic little lives.
But I am a true Mistress. I demand loyalty and dedication. No one tops from the bottom with me. You come into my world because you want to belong to someone. Maybe you are confused or lost. Or you just want to explore something new and different. You may have discovered certain things you never thought you would ever even think about and suddenly you have become obsessed with. What does it feel like to be degraded, to wear panties, to feel pain, to play with toys, to be pushed over the edge, and so much more? When I take control of you the sky is the limit. I will push you to try all the things you thought you would never do. That is what I am here for.
And don’t you forget it.
If you are dying to try out some sissy phone sex with me, then you have probably heard just how kinky I can be. I love to humiliate bitch boy losers like you. I have no tolerance for men who are weak and ill equipped to perform their manly duties. And I can sniff out your kind from a mile away. You reek of inadequacies and desperation. So don’t even try to pretend with me. There really is no need. I can see exactly what you are good for. And it’s not for pleasing my pretty pussy.
Sissy training is what you need. And I am sure I can bring you more pleasure by using you as my cum guzzling faggot slut than you ever hoped to receive while failing at being a real man. You will attract a lot more attention as a sissy, I promise you. Strong men crave someone like you. Strong men with big cocks. They love to humiliate and use you just as much as I do. But I probably won’t put you out there to be used by real men right away. I like to take it slow, and train you properly. I want to play with you for awhile. I want to teach you how to be the perfect sissy. You will learn to dress the part, act the part, and enjoy the part.
We can start by locking your little mini tool up so you can only rub it like a little clit when you get excited. Then I will dress you in sexy clothes and apply some slutty make up. And I will show you how sissy faggots learn to be good cock suckers. And when I think you’re ready, I’ll give your sissy pussy will get what I have taught you to crave; the feel of a big, fat dick stretching your sissy slut hole. And if you’re a good little slut, and work really hard at it, the sissygasam you’ll receive will be better than any nut you’ve ever busted.
Your cock doesn’t know you’re pathetic. It doesn’t know it’s attached to an inadequate loser who doesn’t have a last man on earth’s chance of getting anywhere near a woman like me. It’s a cock. So when you see my luscious lips, the hypnotizing fullness of my beautiful breasts and the femininity of my curvaceous body, your cock craves me and it gets hard. If your cock knew what a weak, watered-down version of a man you really are, it probably wouldn’t even bother. But you know. Don’t you?
You’re reminded all the time. Are you reminded every time you’re in the same room with a real man and you become invisible? Maybe you’re reminded whenever your wife spreads her legs for you out of pity and you think to yourself ‘it’s looser than I remember’. Maybe you get reminded when you feel your panties shift and your tiny balls fall out. Or maybe all you need to do is look in the mirror.
I’m glad that nobody has told your cock, though. Whenever I think a man like you can’t get any more desperate or any more pathetic, his cock stiffens up and he reaches a whole new level of beta. I’m laughing as type this thinking of the whimpering and begging you’ll do while I tease you to insanity. ‘’Please, Mistress. Please. Please. I’ll do anything!” And you will too. You’ll give me your money, your dignity and anything else I want, hoping that you’ll hear me say “Yes you may.”
I’ll enjoy the power I have over you, teasing you cruelly. And then, when you think you have never wanted anything as much as you want release, when you think you can’t take anymore, or when I get bored with you, you will be… denied. But you’ll come back for more. Because you’ll realize that denial from me is better than any approval you can get elsewhere. And because, well, you have a cock and it doesn’t know.
The goal of this game is to be the best sissy you can be and earn as many points as possible in the span of a 28 days. Score keeping will be done from the 1st of the month to the 28th. Sissies should contact Mistress Annikah weekly to report their progress. All sissies that achieve more than 250 points during the 4 week period will receive a mention on my blog & twitter.